May Allah Shows Me The Way:-)

Alhamdulillah.....It's March....:-)))
I'm back....A lot of things that I'm going to share with u, about things happened  for the last 2 weeks.


To let u know, I've started my class in UKM on 23rd Feb and another 2 classes on 24th Feb. The subjects are :


1. Psikologi Kemahiran Berfikir
2. Isu2 Pendidikan di Malaysia
3. Penulisan Akademik 1.....


From all these 3 subjects, I loved Psikologi Kemahiran Berfikir....because, Psychology is always be my great passion, my interest :-))))


Back to the world of 'STUDENT's LIFE !!!.....Huh, I've been teaching my students ( > 500 students, I  guess) for almost 4 years. Being a teacher and a student are 2 different things....


As a teacher :


1. We teach the students, from the bottom of my heart.


2. Masuk kelas, bebel2, marah2........ketawa2...


3. Marking exam, marking assignment, discuss with my beloved students.....


and etc... ( a lot to be mentioned here)


As a student :


1. Masuk kelas, listen to my lecturers, sampai ngantuk2...But, luckly, I've prepared GULA-GULA for d lecture.....I still remember, when I was an  undergraduate students, I had one friend,my lovely Ibanese friend called Gaga......time kelas je, my gangs ( Akak, Nor, N, J n Meq)


" Ga, ktk ada sik gula2?? Kmk tok ngantuk gilak"


Dan, semestinya, Gaga akan siap2 belikan gula2 for us.....Wow, so sweetkan.........I missed my lovely friends, huhuhuh:-(((


2. During the lecture, I try to be focused .......Tapi,....( x focus pun..). Semakin tua, semakin susah nak beri tumpuan kan????


3. I did an exercise from my lecturer " Prof Datin", all the questions were :


    " MENAKUTKAN!!! " Susahnya, even the students from PROGRAM BAHASA MELAYU " still couldn't answer her questions correctly.


4. Assignment belum diberi lagi...I need to prepare mentally n physically for d preparation of assignment from my lecturer.


Now, I'm going to share with u, about my life in KPJ...


To let u know, my application to be transferred to Nilai had been rejected, again, and again.....


" Susah sangat ke mereka nak faham about my reasons???"


I was very upset for d last 2 week.....Seriously, I can't take it...Even my colleague asked me :


1. " Y Fizah, u look different, I dont see ur smile, u look very pale???what happened to u???" .....
2. " U, r u okay??? U want to share with me?? "
3. " Akak, nape muka akak sedih ek????"
4. " Fizah, kenapa nangis ni???"


And a lot of feedback from them....I was totally not myself, I was very frustrated.............


I'm pursuing my studies because of :


1. I want to upgrade myself
2. I want to achieve my dreams
3, That was my hope, since I've completed my undergraduate studies...


And, I have to sacrifice a lot.....I have classes on Thursday n Friday...and I  have to take " LEAVE".......


That's why, I really hope the management will approve my application to be transferred...
Mahal wo nak travel everyweek.....
Nak bahagi masa dengan kerja, plus my husband plus my parent,,,,HIDUP TERKEJAR2....
Semoga saya mampu bertahan....
Kalo tak tahan, memang RESIGN la nampaknya!!


In KPJ, I have classes with 3 different groups, 3 different subjects....Alhamdulillah, last week, my classes went well. 
Budak2 ni semuanya baik.....heheh:-)))


To be continued......Guys, please pray for me....
Allah knows what is the best for me...;-)


P/s : Thank u so much to my lovely husband. Dah banyak berkorban...Spent his money for me, fetch me every Friday in UKM.....n macam2 lagi. I know, Allah gave me d right person, to be loved!